Annoyed

I wonder if alcoholics and drug users annoy other people as much as they annoy me. Even in movies, I get annoyed now at the characters. They say they are gonna be home at a certain time, they aren't. They say they won't do it again, they do. They know it's not good for them and they know they hurt others but they don't care. They only care about getting fucked up.  I want to help them. They don't want help. I'm just frustrated. With dani, Geoff, and with frank. I'm watching st Vincent and he's a gambling alcoholic. I can't believe he gambled 2700 away instead of using it to pay his wife's nursing home rent. I can't believe frank is getting drunk instead of taking care of Kathy when she has a broken ankle and can't work. I can't believe dani is still getting drunk out of his mind everyday even though his mom died the same way and his dad is heartbroken that he's gonna lose his son the same way he lost his wife. And I just don't want to deal with Geoff's drinking for the rest of my life. I deserve better than that. He needs to be stronger for me.